Rosie Land.

If one more git face shouts at me or hassles me in the next 24 hours I swear by all I hold holy I will tear them a new... well hmmm you know...
Why is being mild and friendly mistaken for weak? Tut!
Is it better to scream back in their face of try to stay calm? I will do my best to retain my dignity but if they raise their voice ever one more time... I will retaliate with extreme prejudice.

A few people have shouted at me lately. I will tell you about one.
My friends boyfriend is very grumpy/psychotic in the morning, after she leaves for work 2 children and I are left alone in the house to get ready for school however soon after she leaves 'He' gets up like a bear with a sore head. Screaming at the girls very often. Today they left a small amount of cereal in their bowls he called them back from the bath room where I had asked them to wash and brush their teeth. He made them sit there till all the cereal was eaten... I have a time limit they need to be out of the house, they had left hardly anything but they did so not want to eat the remains, they cried, I fumed. I felt undermined.
He shouted from the next room "I'm not interfering. My reply..
"... erm... yes you are."
He lost his shit, told me the girls were taking the piss out of me and that I am soft. I just want the girls in school on time. That's my role. I do ok, They get fed, clean, dressed and they get there with everything they need. I tried to explain all I'm concerned about is that. He really started screaming at me very aggressively. How rude... lol! I'm laughing now but then I shook and was worried that what ever I said (or screamed) would either harm our tenious relationship, he lives with my good friend hes not my friend he is just her recent boyfriend, or scare the children who were sitting at the table with me, or worst case scenario harm my friendship with the girls mother.
If he would rather take over from me... cool, I would be fine with that.
I let it go... however the next time he EVER raises his voice to me I will retaliate, fuck it, who does he think I am? LOL! If it ends up I don't take the girls to and from school, then so be it.
I draw a line at being shouted at by anyone. I tried to think of people who I would make allowances for.... hmmm. still thinking... hmmm possibly my family, very possibly my boyfriend but not 'him' ever.

LOL! Ok so I'm a bit stressed. On Friday I move out. Monday I had back the keys, life is busy stressful and a bit... stressy...
Miss you all so much. I long for balance and normality and time to socialise on line, you my lovely friends hardly ever/never shout at me LOL. Fingers crossed hopefully it will happen soon. X

OMG! What a week!
So much rain!
So many tears and tantrums from 4 years olds being cruelly forced to walk to school by evil Auntie Rosie.
So many people with birthdays (more on this later)
So very many trips to the charity shop and the tip.

Tomorrow is my best friend Dean's birthday... 31 how the hell did that happen only yesterday he was only 18 for goodness sake!
Today is Lorraine's birthday, she is one of my going out for a drink with girls, also one of my gossipy mothers in schoolyard friend and all around lovely.
I wanted to hold a party at my house for her and all our friends, since the house is mostly empty now but everyone didn't fancy sitting on the floor... So we are going over to my friend who's children I do the school run for. It should be lots of fun and a brilliant excuse for a booze up and some competitive shoe wearing.
Here are my new shoes with which I hope to become a contender for most interesting shoe of the evening LOL!

They are by Iron Fist and are called Zombie Stompers!!! I love them

This week I had my middle neck star coloured purple.

Notice it's still bleeding ewwww! LOL!

The place where I got tattoo also has a piercing section run by the daughter of a school friend. While I was there a photographer who has set up a web site for them took pics of her pretending to Peirce me lol! This is me pretending to get my tongue pierced.

Ok I had better get back to painting my nails, sorting out my endless junk for chucking out and watching Bill and Teds Excellent Adventure... most excellent!

Are you feeling sleepy? Need a little bit of an adrenaline rush? Listen to Dethklok. Cartoon thrash metalers, who are in their world, the most powerful violent scary band...EVER!

Good Morning!

I'm off to throw out most of my worldly possessions. Actually it's quite liberating, it used to feel like they owned me instead of the other way around now... I'm free
Yesterday I took a hammer to the furniture which was left after I gave the rest to charity. That also felt good I may have a talent for destruction.

I am sorting out my possessions, throwing things out, collecting things in piles for the charity shop. I was crawling about under my bed (as you do) when I realised that the little box which I keep my small stash of gold jewelry in was gone....
I turned the house upside down, but the little box usually lives under my bed... it's gone...
What...? where....? who...? WTF!?

I don't wear gold often, I wear silver everyday but the gold which I had had sentimental value.

I have had 6 work men come in and out of my house for over a month.... coincidence? If it was a work man maybe he also took my mobile phone which I lost a week into having the workmen in my house?

I don't know....? Should I....? Report it to the police....? Tell my landlord.....? Put it down to being an arse and trusting strangers in my house.....?

I am gutted.

ARSE!!!!!

Where has all my time gone? I want it back!
I seem to have no time for anything lately, sorry I have been neglecting my blog and you my lovely friends but life has gone mad.
I moving out of my house, throwing things away giving them away and trying to hang on to my precious things.

Eric has been coming to visit my family with me, he stayed over last night and gave Bo hell at bed time *tut* naughty boy!
I have been getting even more piercings (I may be a human pin cushion lol!) latest one my belly button.
I also have added two more stars to the back of my neck. This is a terrible pic but it's the best I can manage sorry.

I have just written a bunch of blogs to show you a bit of what I have been doing but.... I have so much more to tell you and no time at the moment to write it all down.

I get so excited about moving out then I worry about the stress it is putting my lovely parents and Bo through, I am so lucky to have them. I get tearful about leaving this house then I get annoyed with myself because I need to move forward.

I have been job hunting like a maniac, no one wants me possibly because I am a maniac for real and my friends and family don't like to mention it because..... erm.... I'm a maniac... LOL!

Bye for now, I will try to catch up on your blogs on Monday evening or Tuesday.
TTFN!

LOL! He wore his Captain Jack Sparrow costume but went a bit more fiendish with make up and teeth.
I went as a dolly.

I love Samhain so much I wish people could dress that way all year. (I actually do as you know lol! )It's my fave festival, for so many reasons.

I'm doing pottery and my fishy obsession has spilled over and I have made some fish. This little fella is a cartoon looking fan tail and in these pics he is quite rough but I have made him smile a bit by shaping his mouth and smoothing him all over to made him look nice for firing, next step glaze...

I have a talented cake making friend, and she made Bo this beautiful yumpcious cakey

Happy Birthday Bo angel.
I hope all your Birthday dreams come true.
I love you.
To me, no matter what, even though you have grown and are now 40, you will always be deep down my adorable, beatiful little sister who makes every day special.

Happy Birthay!!!

Being such a over emotional chap at the moment I thought it best to get myself an emo fringe..... LOL!
I did my best to look all emo and such...

But then... my natural perkiness just kept on rearing it's perky little head, ruining my perfectly decent emo vibe with random grins...

Ok before you see said random grins I would like to make it quite clear that that I lied a bit lol!
The emo look pic was an accident and this emo fingey thing was also a bit of an accident and occurred when I lacked the full courage for a short little Betty Page fringe, I am rock till I die and while I like the look of my adorable mopey emo students I think you may need to be under 20 to fully pull it off. Even then they look a bit like goths with star tattoos.... hang on I just got a star tattoo on the back of my neck!!!
Erm ok glossing over that a bit.... on with the random grins....

LOL! Told you they were random

It is almost 6am now so I'm off to bed. Good night...erm... morning...erm.... ok have a good one catch you later.
XXX